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Stares at you with a "are you okay" face

Smiles weakly as I shake my head no (BTW, Nothing is painful is me saying nothing=painful, not that I can't feel pain)

Concerned, wants to chat with ya if ya need

Just stressed my love

HM hmmmmm

College is exhausting me and I don't want to do it. My brain literally feels dead. But I also need a good future. I Just feel myself collapsing as I try to force my way through it...

If you ever have the time or chance to…
just rest. Just don't do anything.
THAT INCLUDES COMING HERE MISTER >:3
Rest and don't think about anything, whenever you have the chance.
If you don't seem to have the chance…
Try whatever you can to make one.
Your mental health is just as important as grades. Scratch that, more important.

You say don't come here yet here and Fortelling are the only two places that bring me joy so why would I not come?

I know exactly how you feel I’ve felt the pressure the world crumbling on every thought expectation holding you hostage everyday you just feel like a corpse getting up knowing you just have to trudge through another day that thought of your whole life being put on a pedestal and you have to live up to that pedestal even if ripping you inside out

Yes exactly right, @clasingla. But my mom doesn't realize that she's put me on it. But at this point I have to live up to certain expectations and I genuinely don't want to. But now it's too late and there is no escape so I have to push through...

I’m sorry.. I want to say something… but I think this is all I can. And I sorta ageee with volts. You don’t have to stop, but if so much pressure is building up inside your brain, I’d say lay off from using it too much. I mean of course thinking is important but I think you know what I mean. The internet is great but our world is better. If stupid grades are getting in the way of mental health then let your mind relax, and tell school to frick off for a bit >:3 Hope this eases up for you soon.

I love that energy! But school is my problem not here. And the biggest issue is all my mid-terms are 9 days away and I'm scared I won't make it because I thought I was closer to done than I was and honestly I should have been but my brain is being slow because I can't focus on the info and it's not this place's fault but because my brain is overworked in general and just feels dead and I just wish school would go away but alas I'm stuck with it. But I can't go from this place. My visits here are what makes life manageable and less stressful

oh okey-dokey! We get more Hades-time then! >:3

Yikes.. I'm not in college, but I do somewhat understand where you're coming from. I also agree with what Voltareon and Morpekofreako said - it's ok to take a break. Remember that everything is temporary. Your midterms are in 9 days. So, with this in mind, take it one day, one hour, heck, even one minute, at a time. One saying I've always liked is that "the little things paint the big picture." College is NOT permanent. I'm not saying that to downgrade your situation - because I fully understand you. But look - 9 days, then you can calm down on the studying a bit. Remember, once that deadline is passed - it's over. You've made it this far. And, what have I seen from the short time I've known y'all? You are a very strong person Hades, and please, never forget that. Like I said a few lines ago, one moment at a time, and you'll get it done. Nobody can promise you life is gonna get better, but no one can promise it's gonna get worse either. I remember we talked a bit before, and I think we can both relate to each other a bit. And I can tell you right now, you're doing great.

🥹🥹🥹 That's not sarcastic that genuinely just warmed my heart. Thank you

Absolutely no problem bro. Btw good luck on your midterms🙂

Thank you!

Bring you joy? Maybe.
Sometimes your mental health comes before feeling joy!
SO SLEEP.
I hate to hear it myself but please listen.
SLEEP D:<<<

The maybe is wild because I'm being completely honest. This is the only escape I have to get just a bit of fresh air. Anyways, I'm fine. I literally do this every semester

I rlly want to give advice… but I suck at therapy. All I can say is… I hope you make it through.

You don't need to say anything! Honestly... I just feels good knowing you're there. I don't know. I feel so dumb sharing my life problems... But at the same time when I do, and someone supports me, even just one person, I feel like I can breathe a bit better. But I also don't want people to be worried or concerned about me so I feel guilty that I told them. It's very conflicting. Long story short, I appreciate that and you don't need to say anything

#RelatableBro

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What do you mean?

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

Um…
Are you singing?

Don't know what you're expecting of me

I think… it’s either a poem or a song, @Voltareon2012

That he is coming up with. Fun fun!

(I guess I'll say… Numb by Linkin Park) Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

ohhhh

Just caught in the under tow just caught in the under tow

mph, mph! (Just adding some background music! I’m not saying miles per hour btw lol)

And every step that I make is another mistake to you (nice beat my dude!)

chk-a-plow

I'VE BECOME SO NUUUUUMB I can't feel you there

Se-se-se-se

BECOME SO IN TOUCH So much more aware

Se-se-sev- chk-a-plow

I'M BECOMING THIS All I wanted to do

IS BE MORE LIKE MEH AND BE LESS LIKE YOUUUUU (late but I put all my heart in this)

It's Linkin Park. There is no late!

#Agreed.....

... the fact that ur still awake is crazy..

But yes I agree..

I agree with @PokeMom244 too

Y'all are supposed to be sleeping but ok..

@sir_uledge Not meh ! I'm crime + french so NO RULES FOR MEH

Good night bestie!

GOODNIGHT EVEN IF IM LATEEE

I succeed at snapping with both hands like the cool guy I am 😎

rolls eyes, u are a cool guy tho

and you're a cool girl, even if you can't snap with both hands 😁

aww thanks, you've got me smiling! :D

Amazing work!

Thank you! 😁. I'm happy dancing 😁

That quickly?! Wow!!

Wellll I was restarted season 40 (this season) as an Ultra, also fighting against others who were masters and I found last season if I don't put it off and grind rank as much as possible from the beginning, within reason of course, then ranking up from Ultra to Masters is doable within the first four days. I just participated in some epic battles, some lost some won but… totally fun. Mostly. A couple of nad moments but came out on top. I mained as Blastoise, Articuno and Goodra. 😎

Typo: bad not nad

I know I'm a little late to your wall but... WWWOOOOOO HOOOOOOO!!!! 🥳🥳🥳 congrats!

I have thank you very much! But have you? Slowly activates Ninetales powers

… i- um.. no I haven't drank anything..

DRINK SOME WATER OR GET HIT WITH HEAT WAVE!!! (Btw, I noticed this last night, you're in the Activity Section again!)

I-I I JUST DID. (Yep, I decided to change it :D)

GOOD

What if I don't eat water, and if I don't eat ? And If I decided I won't sleep ?

I WONT EAT WATER BAHAHAHA

(lolz)
If u didn't sleep or eat I would be upset that u aren't taking care of urself..

Have you ever eaten water ?

... no..

Have u?

Perhaps..... mysterious pose

blinks once, wondering how u could've possibly EATEN water..

It is a French British thing

I didnt know that... cool! (U do not have me convinced...)

YOU SHOULD TRRUUUUUJSSSSTT ME!!!

Should I tho? (Lol)

Ice is made of water and ice is solid. So, I guess that way you can eat water.

mind blown

YES @UnovanZorua !!!

Wow wait that's true!

actually this helped me to realize I REALLY NEED WATER RiGHT NOW I thirsty!!

GO DRINK SOME! :D

☄️

I do not.

I do not know if I need to.

Later!! :D

Cassanari* Mispelled it oops

I believe so !

it sounds like a ship between canari and someone else… hmmm… now I’m intrigued

I have absolutely not idea what Cassanari is… what show is it from?

@Morpekofreako got it lol. @RitattakDiva can tell you who! If she can put it together…

Wait Canari from PLZA? Or a different Canari?

PLZA, yes

Soo.. Canari and who?

Whose name in PLZA has a double 's'?
…
…
…I literally got nothing.
I'm exploiting that Ritz knows and asking her

because wynaut

fair

Mario kart rainbow road PEAK. FIGHT IF YA DONT AGREEEEEE (joke)

reasons

Wow. Wow this was just… Perfect. Exactly how society views people. But I'm concerned. I really want to make sure things are okay. I can't force you to open up. But just know I'm here for you if you ever choose to. Amazing poem and have a great day/night.

just that I have no friends at school and when I get home I have no one their to me and my siblings rarely talk and my parents fail to understand me trying to push me to be perfect even though that’s the very thing that’s killing me I’ve also been struggling a lot mentally thinking the world will just keep on moving if I stopped existing that if I am gone tommorow no one would shed a tear because who could like a failure like me reality murders my dreams one by one with each blow leaving me with nothing all hope gone that niave enthusiasm dead because I’ll never be good enough because I lack skill and when I try my best it’s still worse than everyone else and I’m scared for my future if I can’t do anything now how can I even hope of having a good future my old friend group faded out since some of them went to college so I have no one to hang out with the people in my church group are the popular kids so fake with every thing they do leaving me just an outcast an outsider and with no one to talk to and I tried to be friendly and start a blood on the clocktower group and I got around 20 people to say they would join to only be betrayed with only a couple few to come each time which meant I had to cancel it multiple times eventually having to end it cause no one showed up

I can't help much, but I want you to know I care about you.

thanks i probably needed to hear that

Um... okay. I can't be there irl, but I'm definitely here for you on the internet. Because I do care about you. And you're worried about being perfect. I know it probably doesn't mean much from me, but I don't think you need to be perfect. Just be you. Like, if the real you is anything like the guy I know then you're a really cool dude. You have a natural skill at writing and your stories are incredible. You have such amazing ideas and make awesome characters. I wish I could do something about botc... I personally want to join. I Wonder why they would say yes if they didn't mean it though... I'm sorry that didn't work out. You know, being the outcast isn't a bad thing. You're staying true to yourself, not changing to please others. That's a really good thing that I think will get you far in life. You live by your standards and won't lower yourself for others. People will see and respect that,even if it's not right now. If only you could stop trying to live by higher standards... I don't know if anything I said was meaningful but I'm just trying to show I'm here and making effort to help and comfort you. If there's absolutely anything else I'm all ears

thanks I’ll let you know if anything more comes up

Sounds good. I hope you have a good day/night!

iN MY OPINION IT SHOULD BE. i DON'T (sorry cap locks) get why society looks down on expressing your emotions. Let me cry! Let you cry! Everyone deserves to cry when they need it! Life is tough. We are all dealing with something. So don't judge someone else for letting out their stress. Holding it in only makes things harder

yea i just really felt this a few days back i kind of was having a rough day and i just wanted to cry but i just couldn’t

I get that… I hope things get better and maybe you can finally let out some tears. It feels amazing when that pressure is finally gone and you can breath again

Anything bothering you?

I'm ok now. I think. I'll spill the beans someday. Thanks @Hades0918. It means a lot to know you're here ready to listen.

Welp if you're open for casuals I'll tag along. Also if you ever wanna talk I'm here too.

Thank you! Yeah I ended up ingame. Unfortunately, @sir_uledge you came right as I needed to leave. I'm sorry. Play around reset?

I joined y'all around reset yesterday and I had fun! Sorry I only had time for one round tho.. chores grumble

empathy grumbling with you as I stare down my list of chores

Awwwww do u need to sleep ? Or smthing else?

i might need to sleep..
I did wake up at like.. 7:30 am… And I went to bed at like 2:30 am…
I'm just tired.. I wanna sleep.. but I don't want to at the same time…
Its for the weak…
I should only sleep when I'm supposed too if you know what I mean lol.
So yeh, just tired..

I relate to that sm cries in compassion and understanding and also cuz the approval thing is killing meh

I WILL CALL HADES AND TELL HIM TO HYPNOTISE YOU !

@Hades0918 !

(Yeah.. Approval.. I hope it goes away for u soon!)
AYYY NOO!
How dare u…
I DON'T NEED HIM TO HYPNOTIZE ME…
rethinking wondering if it might be a good idea…

(I hope too....)

I DO DARE ! I DARE CUZ I CARE ! (rhymes so it's true !) @Hades0918 WHEN ULL BE HERE BRING THE HYPNOTISING STUFF

(GREAT RHYME!)
NOOOO!!!
NO @Hades0918 DONT LISTEN TO HER I NEED NO "Hypnotizing stuff"!!!!!

HYPNOTISING STUFF AND HOLY MOLY !

Speaking of Hades idk where he's been.... (Speaking of or talking about ? My brain isn't Englishing as it should)

I WAS JUST THINKING THAT

Idk what time it is for you, but SLEEP SLEEP SLEEPY SLEEP DORS ENDORS TOI BY THE POWER OF MOON AND SLEEPIN PILLS ritual dance as if I were summoning a demon

(4:30 PM!!)
-I THOUGHT ONLY HADES HAD THE HYPNOTIZING STUFF

I don't have the stuff, but I can do the dance and reciting part !

Lols.
W-well maybe my brain wont fall for it!

Perhaps it will.....

…
I hope not..

Sings a lullaby

HOW DAR-
No stop…
I DONT wanna—
Sleep…
No…
How.. Dare.. u…
relaxes shoulders and eyes start drooping down as I desperately try to stay awake

Continues to sing, trying desperately not to fall asleep too

gets up sleepily and grabs a blanket off the table and gently throws it at u

UNO reverses it and throws the blanket at you with pillows too

PILLOW FIGHT !

UHHH HECKS YEH!!!!!
throws pillows at u

Throws more pillows while dodging the attack

GASP
Throws the blanket on your head as I get attacked by pillows from u, Then throwing them BACK AT U!!!

AAAHHHH NNNOOOOO tries to go out of the blanket without real success

Yawns, eyes trying to get closed but I don't let them

WE GONNA STAY UP ALL DAY/NIGHT.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE YAWN.
Also yawns becuz u yawned

WELL, IF WE CAN OFC

YAAAAYYY

I'm worried for Hades.....

(Okkk I'm seriously wondering were Hades is… Like this is so abnormal for him not to be on..)

SO TRUE ! WE'RE RLY Worried WITH MION @Hades0918 !

(Ha we posted at the same time lol)
YEH I AM TOO. HE ISNT RESPONDING ON FORTELLING… I haven't really tried anything else… BUT STILL…. THIS IS WEIRD..

MION IS WORRIED TOO?! @Hades0918!!! WERE R UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

MY BROOO !!! @Hades0918 !!!

Fingers crossed he'll be back on soon… I gtg…
Where R U HADESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

I relate to that sm cries in compassion and understanding

I WILL CALL HADES AND TELL HIM TO HYPNOTISE YOU !

@Hades0918 !

I love y'all but I can't read all that. But... I USE HYPNOSIS!!!

NOOO I DONT WANNA SLEEP DUDDDEE