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I wish I could take that burden from you. Or at least part of it. I hope someone can lift it from you soon

Wow. Wow this was just… Perfect. Exactly how society views people. But I'm concerned. I really want to make sure things are okay. I can't force you to open up. But just know I'm here for you if you ever choose to. Amazing poem and have a great day/night.

just that I have no friends at school and when I get home I have no one their to me and my siblings rarely talk and my parents fail to understand me trying to push me to be perfect even though that’s the very thing that’s killing me I’ve also been struggling a lot mentally thinking the world will just keep on moving if I stopped existing that if I am gone tommorow no one would shed a tear because who could like a failure like me reality murders my dreams one by one with each blow leaving me with nothing all hope gone that niave enthusiasm dead because I’ll never be good enough because I lack skill and when I try my best it’s still worse than everyone else and I’m scared for my future if I can’t do anything now how can I even hope of having a good future my old friend group faded out since some of them went to college so I have no one to hang out with the people in my church group are the popular kids so fake with every thing they do leaving me just an outcast an outsider and with no one to talk to and I tried to be friendly and start a blood on the clocktower group and I got around 20 people to say they would join to only be betrayed with only a couple few to come each time which meant I had to cancel it multiple times eventually having to end it cause no one showed up

I can't help much, but I want you to know I care about you.

thanks i probably needed to hear that

Um... okay. I can't be there irl, but I'm definitely here for you on the internet. Because I do care about you. And you're worried about being perfect. I know it probably doesn't mean much from me, but I don't think you need to be perfect. Just be you. Like, if the real you is anything like the guy I know then you're a really cool dude. You have a natural skill at writing and your stories are incredible. You have such amazing ideas and make awesome characters. I wish I could do something about botc... I personally want to join. I Wonder why they would say yes if they didn't mean it though... I'm sorry that didn't work out. You know, being the outcast isn't a bad thing. You're staying true to yourself, not changing to please others. That's a really good thing that I think will get you far in life. You live by your standards and won't lower yourself for others. People will see and respect that,even if it's not right now. If only you could stop trying to live by higher standards... I don't know if anything I said was meaningful but I'm just trying to show I'm here and making effort to help and comfort you. If there's absolutely anything else I'm all ears

thanks I’ll let you know if anything more comes up

Sounds good. I hope you have a good day/night!

iN MY OPINION IT SHOULD BE. i DON'T (sorry cap locks) get why society looks down on expressing your emotions. Let me cry! Let you cry! Everyone deserves to cry when they need it! Life is tough. We are all dealing with something. So don't judge someone else for letting out their stress. Holding it in only makes things harder

yea i just really felt this a few days back i kind of was having a rough day and i just wanted to cry but i just couldn’t

I get that… I hope things get better and maybe you can finally let out some tears. It feels amazing when that pressure is finally gone and you can breath again

I have an essay to do for my Bible class…
But I'm
insert happy rainbow procrasinating!

Make since I procrastinate way to often

Ooh, have fun! Tell me how it goes!

Good or bad? Like does it give you negative side effects or is it positive for you?

helps me focus right now I am the essence of chaos

Hmm... You're making some pretty depressing poetry lately. The messages are becoming more clear to me. This was amazing! Everything alright, though?

ye all alright I just like to write about more darker depressing themes especially when they connect to me in some form or another

That makes sense. Well, you're doing a great job! Can't wait to see more!

I'd like to!

I want to hear please!

now I just have to find away to be able to post videos on here

Yeah... I actually get that. I felt like for Osho I had so much I should have said but couldn't because I don't know him that well. So I'm just making it a goal to put more effort into the friendship!

Ooh, have fun!

Mine is depression as a metal ball tied to my ankle under water. I feel like I'm suffocating... And procrastination comes with that because it holds me down and refuses to let me go anywhere.

Hmm... I genuinely can't tell if that's too much. Sorry if it is. You can delete it if you want. Again apologies. Should have thought more before posting

it’s fine, I’ve felt that feeling before too on a few occasions though it’s been a while, I don’t know exactly how to help but if you need me just let me know

I appreciate that but I'll get over it

I'll take you up on that offer but I'm not explaining here. I honestly can't explain again. I keep running in a circle saying the same things over and over again. My most recent submission on Fortelling explains it all. You don't have to read it. Don't have to comment. But if you want to know that's where you'll find it

I’ll read it

Never mind I took it down. This isn't to you but to UZ. I promise I asked her first. I got permission. I would never share something like that without her consent. She told me it was fine. I asked again and she said it makes her uncomfortable so I took it down. She didn't tell me she changed her mind I swear. Thanks for saying something.

it’s going to be okay, life will continue on, I know I haven’t been in a situation like yours, but I know what it’s like to put the blame on yourself, don’t be too hard on yourself, your an amazing person who tries their best to be kind to everyone, I wish I knew what more to say, yet I don’t know exactly what you need to hear. If you need to vent more I’ll be willing to listen. If you want me to delete this just let me know.

No this is fine. I appreciate that. You don't need to say anything. I just felt trapped and I needed to let out my thoughts. Thank you. I truly do appreciate you listening. I'll be okay. I think I just need time. Right now I'm still relying on false hope, which may not be healthy but it keeps me going. But enough about me. If you ever have something bothering you I'll be there. Never hesitate to reach out.

Thank you. I needed your support. I feel incredible today

(I'm on spam block, grr…) How is your day going?

only have been up for a few minutes so I have no clue

Well hecks yeah! That's awesome!

That's beautiful

Wow... this is my favorite one so far. This was so deep. Amazing job!

Wowza... I feel emotionally moved by that. Great work!

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