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Good or bad? Like does it give you negative side effects or is it positive for you?

helps me focus right now I am the essence of chaos

Hmm... You're making some pretty depressing poetry lately. The messages are becoming more clear to me. This was amazing! Everything alright, though?

ye all alright I just like to write about more darker depressing themes especially when they connect to me in some form or another

That makes sense. Well, you're doing a great job! Can't wait to see more!

I'd like to!

I want to hear please!

now I just have to find away to be able to post videos on here

Ooh, have fun!

Mine is depression as a metal ball tied to my ankle under water. I feel like I'm suffocating... And procrastination comes with that because it holds me down and refuses to let me go anywhere.

Hmm... I genuinely can't tell if that's too much. Sorry if it is. You can delete it if you want. Again apologies. Should have thought more before posting

it’s fine, I’ve felt that feeling before too on a few occasions though it’s been a while, I don’t know exactly how to help but if you need me just let me know

I appreciate that but I'll get over it

I'll take you up on that offer but I'm not explaining here. I honestly can't explain again. I keep running in a circle saying the same things over and over again. My most recent submission on Fortelling explains it all. You don't have to read it. Don't have to comment. But if you want to know that's where you'll find it

I’ll read it

Never mind I took it down. This isn't to you but to UZ. I promise I asked her first. I got permission. I would never share something like that without her consent. She told me it was fine. I asked again and she said it makes her uncomfortable so I took it down. She didn't tell me she changed her mind I swear. Thanks for saying something.

it’s going to be okay, life will continue on, I know I haven’t been in a situation like yours, but I know what it’s like to put the blame on yourself, don’t be too hard on yourself, your an amazing person who tries their best to be kind to everyone, I wish I knew what more to say, yet I don’t know exactly what you need to hear. If you need to vent more I’ll be willing to listen. If you want me to delete this just let me know.

No this is fine. I appreciate that. You don't need to say anything. I just felt trapped and I needed to let out my thoughts. Thank you. I truly do appreciate you listening. I'll be okay. I think I just need time. Right now I'm still relying on false hope, which may not be healthy but it keeps me going. But enough about me. If you ever have something bothering you I'll be there. Never hesitate to reach out.

Thank you. I needed your support. I feel incredible today

(I'm on spam block, grr…) How is your day going?

only have been up for a few minutes so I have no clue

Well hecks yeah! That's awesome!

That's beautiful

Wow... this is my favorite one so far. This was so deep. Amazing job!

Wowza... I feel emotionally moved by that. Great work!

Fax

The entry is due soon... I actually need to remind everyone

I decided to take nap it was 4 hours long I was woken up for dinner now I can’t fall asleep

Dude this was beautiful. I love this. And if you don't mind me saying I feel like your poetry has improved a lot!

thank you

That's so cool! I wish we could get the people here to do it... Let me know how it goes, please!

There is an online version you would have to use your voice tho I’m a bit to shy to try and join a lobby

Ah, yeah I get that

Glances around and shrugs

It has sadly happened

WHAT!? B-B-But they were supposed to stop it!

I know

So how did it happen?

I sadly wasn’t there

BUT YOU SAID YOU WOULD BE!!!

I was out getting donuts

Understandable. I guess there was nothing we could do to prevent it… What do we do now?

our best

Alright. Let's gear up. Only grab essentials

but how prepared are we for this really

... Don't think too much and just do. We can't afford a reality check right now.

yeah the stakes are too high

Hey, I'm getting thirsty. You have the water, right?

oh right here (throws a canteen)

Thanks! (Nearly fumbles the catch but keeps the grip) And I have the snacks, so we should be set. Where to first, Kalos or Alola? Or maybe you have another place in mind…?

definitely Alola

Then off we go! (Walks in the wrong direction)

Hi! You’re going in the wrong direction! leads you the correct direction

(Doesn't even notice you)

holding map upside down

(Wait, are you holding the map or me?)

I tap you both on the shoulder and correct your problems.

I see a canvas

on what?

What is it of? (I try to look over your shoulder, Cal)

it’s completely blank

Pretty boring... Do we have time to decorate it?

I’m afraid not

Dang! Alright, let's continue to Alola...

I follow

I pull out a wooper shaped compass

Which direction does it say to go?

I don’t know how to read jt

(I look at the compass to find it pointing to the left) It is pointing left… So I think we go right!

nah I think it’s pointing upward so you know if we can find an hot air balloon

I have one!

Wait, but what if it means downward...?

You have shovels right?

Yes!

I have a toy shovel from my little sister's fossil digging set

Let’s hope that works

(Begins digging with it, not making much progress but giving it my all) DO YOU THINK WE'RE DOING THIS RIGHT!?

let’s hope we are

I dig faster than either of you

Not a competition… All that matters is we get it done. We can't let this life-threatening event that already happened hurt us more!

precisely

Hey, Cal, think that's enough?

I think we need to dig deeper

Okay! (Starts digging twice as fast, throwing dirt everywhere)

a shadow looms over the sun

(I stop and look up) It's happening quicker than I expected...

yup

the shadow vanishes

I do too until my brain takes me places I don't want to go...