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Anyone else want to leave their current life?
Tired of what you're living?
Ready for something more?
Genuinely wanting to isolate yourself from everyone around you?
Keeping around only a few, hand select individuals and running away
Even maybe have one or two specific people with you on this journey
Just ready to be your own person
To escape
To go through the struggles of life and learn from it
I am
I really am
But I can't
GROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANN!!!
0September 14 -
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the eye sits at the throne
The stare that shivers my bones
To know the insignificance of my thoughts
To prove that my purpose is to get lost
To dive into mist unknown
Inside the maze of the rose
When the sword pierces the side of thorn
To show only the strong can be reborn
0September 15 -
Is anyone here into Minecraft? I made some random city if y'all wanna see photos. (or I could just not ask about a completely different game on the Pokemon Forum in the first place huh)
0September 5-
Dragonfly102024
Actually..... We had a forum Minecrft realm going for a while... Called TinkatoWn. @Evolve8eon is the owner. Unfortunately, participation dropped off to only a few people after incidents (I got mass flagged in the thread we had here for it, btw, over 150+ flags I think, so did two others) Anyways, Evolve8eon let the realm expire about 2 months ago 🥺. I really really want a copy of the download and have asked nicely but ..... I ramble. Sorry.
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Dragonfly102024
So.... The answer is yes yes. Quite a few of us play Minecrft too 😁. Do you prefer survival or creative? Do you use mods? Or other packs?
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BSDuck
I love Minecraft :D
I'm a survival player (I've come a long way since being a noob a few months ago) who likes to make cool (but much worse than yours) bases and grind trial chambers
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Who do you think will be the next person to reach six sta-
I mean, 10,000 points
My money is on @clasingla but if @UnovanZorua starts commenting more often it could be them
But I'm still interested in hearing what you all think
0July 14-
Dragonfly102024
@clasingla ..... I was expecting an evil laugh... Where's your evil laugh?..... You MUST have an evil laugh after a comment like that....
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Pokémon342548
Clasingla has joined about 908 days ago (about 2.5 years ago) and has gotten 6297 points (last updated: 3:46 pm (UTC), July 15), so his/her average scoring rate is about 7 points (more exactly 6.935 points) a day. If his/her scoring rate continues to be like that, he/she might reach 10,000 points during the 2027 - 2028 holidays (this event includes Christmas, both Gregorian and Lunar New Year in some countries) or earlier (nearly 1.5 years left as latest). By calculating like above, you can tell when (approximately) you might reach important scoring "milestones", like 1,000, 10,000, or even 20,000 points.
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Hades0918
I think I know. I want to hear others' experiences, though. I asked my dad when he knew he loved my mom and what he felt. He said he doesn't really know and she just felt right. That's what I say plus a lot more but I don't feel like typing it all. But I just want to know if it is similar to everyone or unique for each individual
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Smellykiki
I only have brotherly love and so you could say when you start eating from the same plate or using his best controller
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BSDuck
There are several types of love, but I don’t know too much about all of them so I’ll leave it to Wikipedia lol
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We need to normalize talking about depression with others
The media makes it hard to do that and society looks down on you end judges you
That makes things harder
0September 14-
sir_uledge
I 100% agree with this. I remember having.. (trying to figure out a way to word this without it coming off too harsh) self-harming thoughts as young as 11 years old. Having no one to talk about it to made that incredibly hard. I did end up getting through it after talking to some friends about it, but keeping depression to yourself only feeds the fire.
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BSDuck
I had the same feelings too, but I don’t really talk about it much. I prefer not dwelling on bad things unless they are actively ruining my life
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Hades0918
Thank you! It's actually very recent... The whole thing started after I had begun the count down lol
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Huh
I was gone for multiple hours today (talking to Mion the entire time) and barely anything happened
Sad
0September 13-
Dragonfly102024
You already know that I'm not really active here on weekends… in fact... Eeks! It's still Sunday! I better go (jk)
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Does anyone remember the word of the week from a while back?
It meant to suddenly have the urge to run away from home
I can't remember the term but I feel it right now...
0September 13 -
🎵🎶Don't cut me down, throw me out, leave me in the waste
I one was a man with dignity and grace
Now I'm slipping through the cracks of your cold embrace
So please
Please
Would you find a way to let me down slowly
A little sympathy I hope you can show
If you're gonna go then I'll be so lonely
If you're leaving baby let me down slowly🎶🎵
Alec Benjamin (or something like that)
0September 13 -
Should I try doing poetry more often?
I kinda find myself feeling a bit better after writing some but I suck at it...
I wish I could write feelings in a novel format but that's pretty dang hard...
0September 13 -
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After my last match in Unite last night I took a screenshot of my profile.....
There are a LOT of 7's.
(Kinda cool, if you ask me 😎)
0September 10-
Hades0918
I may have already said this but 7 is my second favorite number as well as "my" number. Like, I see one and I'm just like "That's my number!"
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Dragonfly102024
Maybe by the time I get to 7,070 matches played I'll also be at a level 70 😃! Then it'll be 7 times Master rank, 7 Master rank streak, 77 licenses AND (possibly) 7,070 marches at level 70! (Right now it's close enough though)
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Dragonfly102024
7 is a good number, @Hades0918 😁. How awesome is that, that I achieved your number on the eve of your anniversary here? 😁
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Dragonfly102024
Someone once told me.... and I kinda believe them.... there are no such things as coincidences...
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Dragonfly102024
(sorry, I deleted my profile picture/screenshot because I was told it may be too easy to figure out who I am based on previous comments I made and combined with my pic.... well oops. But feel free to check out my profile in game if we're already friends there 😁)
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Hades0918
Hey. Please let me know when you're online. I have a huge secret to tell you. I'll be here in an hour after sending this.
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Dragonfly102024
😃😃😃😃😃😃😃 ok! I'll be back in 30min! ummmm..... It's a GOOD secret, right? (You do realize that anyone looking at activity will see also, righhhht?)
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Hades0918
Honestly? Not really. I'm just tired and I feel exhausted and my sis is being a jerk for no reason and I feel a bit lonely. I wanted to join you in the Cliffs. I really did. I wanted to tell this to you and it also would have been fun to hop on Minecraft but I went to visit my mom at her work (which was not fun because my sis made it known she didn't want me in the car…) and I thought we were heading right back home but instead we went and got pizza for dinner, which I love but I really wanted away from everyone. Yes, I'm feeling lonely, but I also want to isolate myself from everyone and curl up in a ball under a blanket and chat with you guys and on Fortelling. Anyways, by the time I was done eating I didn't know if you were still in the realm but it doesn't really matter because I think my group had run out of internet. My phone uses Mobile Data so that's how I'm here right now but my computer won't work. Anyways, I'm just irritated and disappointed and annoyed and feel done with everything. Do you ever feel like you're stuck in life, not really living but just going through the motions? Sigh Anyways, me and my Mion has talked for probably 3 hours straight. More than that tbh. I felt amazing with her but now it's just me and that lonliness is back and I really want to cry... I'm sorry. You didn't ask for all this. Really, I'm fine. I just need sleep... I'll tell you what I wanted to when I can. See you later, D.
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Dragonfly102024
Hi @Hades0918. I know what you mean somewhat. You are not alone. Please remember that.
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Dragonfly102024
Sleep well, friend. (If you're still here.... yeah I'm not having the greatest day either)
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Hades0918
Uh, I've got to put up the Forums but tomorrow I'm all ears. I'm sorry you're struggling... I hope you sleep well too and I'll try to catch ya in the morning
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Hades0918
I've been meaning to check in and ask if things are still doing better or not. You don't have to tell me but I just want to make sure everything is alright.
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sir_uledge
I've been having much better experiences in ranked, got my WR from 44%→54%, which isn't great, but it's an improvement! I've also been getting better as a teammate overall and have learned that tilting and silently cussing out at my teammates doesn't win me games; I also started listening to my own music (typically lofi) during matches and that helps too.
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Dragonfly102024
We are serious about you joining our squad. Let me know if you're interested and I'll give you the info here. 🙂 (Only a couple spots left)
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sir_uledge
Omg of course! I know it says I'm in a squad rn but everyone in it already quit Unite so I'm all for it!!
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Dragonfly102024
I'll give you the info tomorrow 😁. Btw, thank you for playing today. Sorry our strategy was a bit .. unusual... for a couple of those games there but you rocked it as Ceruledge! (Nice holowear too!) Oh and I was having wifi/lag issues which was actually quite embarrassing... I still hope you had fun.
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sir_uledge
Yeeah I didn't wanna say anything but I was a bit confused when there were two supporters on top path and when we had a full team of attackers.. Either way, I had fun!
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sir_uledge
You probably noticed some of my pokemon choices were a bit unusual for my taste too (Miraidon, Darkrai, Dragapult), I've been wanting to look into some more unique pokemon myself. I also got Solgaleo last night and it's not great but I'll at least have it if it ever gets buffed!
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sir_uledge
So yeah I basically just thought "what if I fried a nutella sandwich and turn it into a crunchy Uncrustable with egg wash. Then I remembered that a toaster does 70% of this 30% of the time and I've endured existential dread since.
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sir_uledge
It actually was pretty good! I made some whipped cream to go with it (way better when you make it yourself trust me) and it was really good! I wanna do a ham & cheese one sometime this week but I'm not sure if I should use cheddar, swiss, or american…
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Hades0918
I don't know why I haven't said anything until now... I saw it when you shared it. But that's looks really good
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sir_uledge
Also I made a change where instead of using two whole slices of bread, I cut it in half horizontally to make it thinner so it cooks faster and it's way better now.
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I find it funny how there is post after post (new threads) in the Unite General Discussions forums area that have nothing to do with Unite, yet when I create a thread/post just once in a long while that ACTUALLY CONCERNS UNITE, I'M THE ONE THAT GETS FLAGGED!
ugh.
I'm not apologizing. I'm venting on my wall is all because some of those posts are actually quite good. It just isn't right that the flags fall on me.
0September 12-
Hades0918
I agree with what you're saying... Times have been rough, yeah? I'm am ears. Also, I'm sure ours is two different people, but I have issues with someone here too so you're not alone in that
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Dragonfly102024
I think I'm ok now. One situation I thought might have been an issue is only a half issue now. That was a Unite people thing.... The other for here I have decided to try my best not to engage further than necessary (meaning I'll defend myself but I'll try not to drag things out). The cool thing is that after I made my mind up to do nothing more, someone else defended me. 🙂. That made me feel better than thinking everyone else agreed with the other person (I do not believe you are or were involved in any of it. That's probably for the best.). The third situation is just.... well, it's part of my life and I just deal with it, sometimes it gets me down (like yesterday) but other times I can look past it all and I know it is what it is. I have no clue if that makes any sense. Thank you for listening. 😌
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Hades0918
You're welcome. I'm always here if you need to say more. And btw, I think I know what you're talking about. You have three answers, yeah? I saw the argument but didn't get involved because I was already in a mood. I didn't want to be aggressive. Any other time I would have supported you, though. Especially because you were right
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Dragonfly102024
You know exactly what I was talking about. Thank you for saying that here. It really means a lot to me. (Should I delete all this?)
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Dragonfly102024
Don't be sorry. I need to be able to stand on my own too 🙂. I'm tough, I can take it (mostly) 😉😎.... The problem is trying to control the raging inferno that wants to be unleashed sometimes...
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Hades0918
Well, it's also nice to be able to find a place that allows you to let out all that rage. I hope you can find one. Say, when do we want to chat in the Cliffs? I can't right now but I can set up a time
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Dragonfly102024
Soon. Maybe today... Hmmmmmm .... Ummmm what works for you? Right now I'm feeling the need to rank up more. I've got lofty goals for this season. 🤞😁🤞
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Hades0918
Um... I still don't know your time zone I just realized lol. I'm HOPING for 4 hours and 13 minutes after sending this
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Hades0918
Dad wants to play games with me. I can't make it. Sorry... But I really wanted to. I'LL CATCH YOU SOME DAY
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Dragonfly102024
Ok! I'm happy you're getting to spend quality time with your most awesome dad. 😎. Have fun!!
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as the bitter tears fall down my face remembering a time of a better place yet my head in a frenzy my eyes in a glaze as I wonder around a soul as I phase remorse sucks my soul severing me from hopes return as if I cared enough in the first place so as I sink to the floor with the waves crashing down as a broken bouquet no petals no day
0September 13
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