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Hey... You can take a break... But please don't isolate yourself. It's seriously not healthy. I will always listen, no matter how dark or "pointless". I care and I'm here. Please. You do need you time but don't let yourself be captured by dangerous thoughts. Kay? Have a good rest. And I'm giving you some good things others write about their mental health. Finding people that share similar emotions can be helpful. Um... I... Okay. Bye. I'm here. 🧡❤️🧡

NNOOOOOOO!!! The writing I was gonna give you isn't there anymore! Sigh Listen, Fortelling has a lot of depressed people. It's also a great way to anonymously express yourself. Very supportive community that has helped me through so much of my depression. Just... Give some of them a read, yeah?

I don't have much to say, but I hope it gets better for you. And everything Hades said is true, but I want to focus on the isolation thing. It can, indeed, make things worse and accidentally give you negative associations with what you're avoiding or make you feel like it'd make it worse, which isn't good in the long-term. However, that doesn't mean you need to check every post and notification and wall. Instead, I just recommend using the forums to a limited degree (e.g. commenting very rarely or not at all, avoiding threads that are long or got too many new comments, not reading anything that might tire you too much, only clicking posts that interest you, etc.), which can give you a sense of progress (letting you see just HOW much energy you have and what your limits are, and if the progress is negative, don't worry. That's normal sometimes) and it doesn't leave you all alone or make you associate the place with worsening those negative emotions.

UZ is right. But I came here with a reason. Listen... Cal… Ugh I'm about to share a lot. Possibly over share. Delete if you want. Sorry if I overstep any internet line. But I care about you. A lot. I... I can't let you go without telling you that. I genuinely consider you a good friend. I know I know almost nothing about you irl but you seriously mean a lot to me. You were one of the first people here that I felt comfortable with. You seriously helped me find my place and confidence. And you are so cool and creative and talented. I admire you. You are seriously so incredible. And I'm sorry. I... I feel like I failed you. I should have done more. Been there more. In my time of need you were there for me. I don't mention it much here but trust me I talk about it to everyone else I know. Seriously, you listening to me despite not having to meant so much to me. But yet in your time of need I didn't make enough effort to keep in touch with you. I was afraid of over stepping some line. But I can't let you go without me saying everything on my mind. I always get so excited when I see a notification from you. I enjoy when you're around. You have awesome ideas and when it's something like rp you are the best of the best. And your story creations... You have some of the greatest, most original ideas out there. No one could ever replace you and barely anyone can complete. I don't want to let you isolate yourself. I know where the thoughts go when you're alone. I can't say such a thing here in a kid's place but I don't want you leaving more than just the Forums. You are cared about. You mean something. I may not have things as bad as you do. Yours is way worse. But I can to an extent relate with you. And even the things I haven't experienced I can understand and listen to. I'm not forcing you to stick around or talk to me. But you are genuinely one of my favorite people to be around and I don't want you hurting yourself. I'm not saying you have to stay active or force yourself to do something you don't want to. I really like UZ's idea but I can't force you into that either. I just... I want to remind you that you're not alone. And that you have someone there for you. That cares about you. Again, I know that I don't actually know you. I've never even seen your face. But you mean a lot to me and I don't want you to feel unwanted. So... Yeah. I just poured my heart out. Sorry if I crossed any boundaries. But I couldn't let you leave without telling you all that. So... Bye

you aren’t alone in feeling negatively. focus on your own mental health, take as long as you need to heal.

hey, yeh what everyone said,
I hope things get better. I really do.
Um… i'm sorry you're going through this…
Bye, ur awesome.
Thank you for the fun daggerheart sessions. U are great at gm'ing
Yeh… um got a bit off topic there.
So.. Yeh.. Bye Clasingla

Taking a break is fine. I guess you won't see this if you're leaving for a while, but… just give your feeling some kind of outlet. I'd be a mess if my characters weren't a mess. I pray you'll do better.

thanks guys I’ve finally started some antidepressants to help with my depression and I’m still not fully better I think I’m enough we’re I’m not constantly in the state and @Hades0918 I also consider you a friend (along with most people on the forums) and its not your fault I just felt like I didn’t deserve the kindness that you and everyone else here gave me and if I decided to “go” that you guys wouldn’t be hurt as badly and honestly you guys are seriously the best people the world has ever shown I’ll probably do what UZ said and take it more slow till I get to a point where the hopelessness in my head floats away thanks for everyone for caring about me

That sounds like a great plan. I'm genuinely happy for you. I'll be seeing you around!

Oh and btw you absolutely deserve all the kindness you received. And I'm still here for you. If there is ever anything bothering you, you can come to me. I mean that

Yes u did deserve it!

And, I am always around too if u need to vent or etc etc. :)

I missed you! Welcome back!

I got so excited seeing your avatar change, I immediately checked activity before reading any posts or comments. I wish you luck and healing!

thanks I hope that I’ll be able to get through this things are looking up tho

Dang that sucks...

Yup.

Yup. Hmmmmm I do believe there are some coco crispies (organic version) in the cabinets... If i pour enough milk then afterwards it's like... 😃 Chocolate milk!

maybe use roasted walnuts honey and some other random stuff to try and replicate the tast if thats possible

Good idea! (Dark Chocolate is hard to replicate though. I guess coffee with lots of sugar is close....)

FEEEESH!!! Have fun!

Ooooooo! FEEEESH!!!! (nice!)

[blank comment because I'm tired of the Umbreon propaganda on my wall]

Awesome man! I don’t have the time or skill to get there lol. Or the money to max out my pokemon in the game…. What’s your main?

YAYYAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!
Awesome!

Garchomp is on almost all of my teams. Also, I've spent no money on the game! But I don't really have a main. I do have teams without Garchomp. I like to keep each of my teams original and unique! A mix of experimenting with teams got me to this point!

Oh, and thanks guys! I forgot to say that because I focused on the question 😅

On the subject of fantastic feats, I just beat a Metagross EX deck with my Teal Mask Ogerpon Deck!

He actually conceded, believe it or not; and my Mega Venasaur and Teal MAsk both had 10 HP left!!!

#GarchompFansAssemble

#JoinsTheAssemble And that's so cool @Aegis0687!

Now that I look back, it sounds like my opponent got bored or something, but I genuinely had this one in the bag. It was impressive because metal has a -30 resistance to grass types. (I'd post this sort of stuff on my own wall, but no one's visiting yet. One day! 😊)

#JoinsTheAssemble

WOooo! Awesome and congrats! 🎉 You must be like, one of the BEST trainers on there! Honestly, I'm not exactly sure how everything works in Champions, but, I would think so!

I appreciate that! I like to think I am lol

dont think… Know it, as a fact!

🥹🥹🥹

Congratulations again, @Hades0918 ! Your knowledge, love of Pokemon and skill brought you to this point!! 🎉🥳🎉

Aw thanks D!

I'm so happy for you.... LET'S DANCE! 😃. (WARNING Flashing Lights).

( Made by @Ember2026 ) 😁

Traitor

Traitor

Traitor

I am joining you in this protest.

traitor

traitor

traitor

Traitor

traitor

I want to say traitor but I think that would make me a hypocrite 😭

lmao

It definitely would you traitor...

Yehhh…

You can make it so you can say it without being a hypocrite... it's not too late. You can return.

UZ is right. Jooooiiinnn uuuuss~

Going black seems oddly appropriate right now....

Do it! There's still time before the herd of Umbreon ends!

I'm in a black mood.... the night beckons to me...

You hear the darkness call your name...

Then I saw this... and couldn't contain the joy/lol! 🤭 Flashing Lights Warning.

( @Ember2026 made it 😁😎😉)

YEAH IT'S A SIGN TO JOIN

It's a sign! Join us!

It's only for 2 or 3 days at this point!

Yehhh!

I assume you're in front of a mirror right now

(stoppppppppppp you're making me smilleee)
Nope. I'm talking to y'all ><

Since you can read it, it also applies to you!

I think that logic works, at least. Since it's basically addressed to whoever reads it

F A X

U guys r awesome 🥹

(you gave me goose bumps). I'm with you on this and totally ditto what you said. I, too, started my Unite time during the fourth anniversary event.... And have played everyday since collecting friends and battle buddies along the way. It's the been all about the journey not the destination. I'm not giving up, I'm not surrendering, I'm going to enjoy the time that's left with our friends and yes, the bots too. See you in-game soon! GAME ON! 😎