NuggetMcBayleef ✭

Well this was very unexpected thought it was an alt account lol. Anyways, my word of advice is find someone to live for. Since it seems we can share darker stuff right here I attempted self harm. I chickened out. Mine isn't the same reason. I Just crave to cause pain and draw blood. Since I can't do that to people I tried it on myself. Mion made me promise to never try again. She's the reason I want to live. Without her I have no purpose. So maybe that's all you need

Hmm. Yeah maybe thank you. I think you’re right. Thanks bro.

Any time

I want to get mad again…
…but I'm also just sort of tired and don't want to.
I can't… actually argue with your dad. All I can do is tell you how… mad it makes me to hear about him being like that, and I wish I could point that out…
…
I don't really know what to say, y'know? It's your dad, it's not a friend you can walk away from, or a mistake you can leave behind. And I just… don't know what… to say to that. I feel like I could do more for you if I were there in real life, and…
ERMGH.
…
I don't know… what to say to solve this. Obviously nothing I say CAN. Which makes me a little mad, then I'm a bit powerless, and then I'm just small.
… … …
If it makes you uncomfortable, tell me. But otherwise… do you mind if I pray for you? Like, aloud (typed, whatever), here? Because I know it can be kind of powerful, you know? I screwed up once, and nobody really knows what it was because I don't tell anyone. A few people know I screwed up. Then someone prayed for me about that mistake, without even knowing what it was, and it felt lighter.
I really wish I could fix this, or be there for you somewhere where you aren't just seeing a Pichu profile pic and a username. But I'm not, and this is the best thing I've got.

thank you so much 🥹and no I don’t mind at all you made me feel so much happier right now.

All I'm gonna say is this: If I ever meet you're Dad, I will drop-kick him into the nearest lake.

Thanks. I want to fist bump his face all the time honestly but know that would do nothing…

It's a shame we can't kidnap you and your sis… I wish I could get you out of there. Truly I do. But instead all I can do is say stay strong and I'm with you mentally

You don't know how bad I want to intervene.. But I suck at giving advice so I don't wanna accidentally say something horrible

@Hades0918 Luckily my sis already moved out and is free. My other sister doesn’t have much of a problem with dad. I think it’s favoritism but that isn’t saying much. And nothing against her! Except she’s my sister and enjoys flipping me off 🤦‍♂️. Thank you. @sir_uledge I don’t think you give that bad advice but understand how you feel.

That favoritism thing bugs me… I wish I had something to say about it… I hope things get better. You mentioned being able to drive soon to escape. Just last that long. I truly believe it'll be worth it

Wow… this is a lot. I'm terrible at therapy, so the only insightful thing I can say is… ;)

Okay I came back and I see you're okay with me doing this…
…
…I don't normally do this, but I still think I should.
Dear God, please help them with whatever conflicts are going on with their dad. Please help them through this, and let them see that they can know not to harm themself going through this, and that there are people there for them- I also pray I may be one of those people, even if just a little. I pray for them to have strength with this.
And I pray for their grandmother, and that she would have peace in her current situation.
Please let their father see the hurt they're causing and stop.
And I know that you know what will be done.
Amen.

Thanks.

Amen.

thank you. Amen. I’ll pray for you guys too. I may not know what going on in your lives but that doesn’t make prayer meaningless.

Amen. That’s awesome Voltareon you’re a great person.

Also, Morpeko, everyone can have those thoughts from time to time. I constantly create scenarios where I’m dead and then I feel somewhat happy, but the important thing is to not do it. I find stimulation by only slight thrills of pain. Like taking a few layers of my finger’s skin. Wait don’t do that. Anyway just don’t do anything it’ll be better, dads can be a pain but they love you, talk about this to your therapist, if you have one, more openly and stay safe. I’m here to listen. Also I’m too lazy to edit this or erase so sorry for the paragraph :P welp imma sleep some more before school

I was hearing stimulation from slight thrills of pain and was like 'yeah mostly checks out I hit my head against walls and injure myself in honestly cartoonish fashion' then I hear 'taking a few layers of my finger's skin' and was like "HOLD UP".
Also, thanks for all you letting me do that and being casual enough to pray for me to Morpeko. And K…4… you know who you are, thanks. I'm really not that great its just something weighing on my mind.

Well the fact you went through is amazing man. Don’t doubt, that’s my thing lol :P

thx… and @K4MB4M yeah… dads are SUPPOSED to love you but it’s hard to believe it to be so when your dad held you in a chokehold when you were like nine and screams at you for no reason, and doesn’t even know your age despite literally raising you. Plus there’s a pipe problem at our house and dad’s literally blaming it on me. But thank you again.

not literally of course. I just would like to visit this place from time to time. I am not actually going to say it’s mine 😅

Imagine Nugget returning and being like 'what has happened to my wall'.

lol I hope that doesn’t happen 😬