K4MB4M ✭✭✭

The fall of rain in a roof

Lazing around like a Bidoof

Most people feel sad because of rain

But for some reason it numbs my pain

I more just feel sad all the time

Not really mad or happy, but “I feel fine”

I wish the rain inside would fade

But yet another sunset wades.

A sad rain poem cause I can and it’s been raining here all day long lol

I was having shower thoughts like normal, then realized something that made me scared. I’m going to be an adult with a job one day, so I should probably start looking for things I’d be good at. This didn’t scare me, it’s that I realized I know all my weaknesses, yet I know none of my strengths. I’m going to be in charge of something or someone’s life someday and I can’t even figure out what I’m good at! Dude I wish someone would smack me and say, “Wake up! You are good at things are here’s what they are,” but I don’t know if they would say anything that’s really a strength. I don’t really have anyone but family who o could ask this anyways….

Story time (sorry Hades I’m takin it):

I’ve constantly been told I could be an engineer, but that life wouldn’t satisfy me. I know by my faith which is totally my choice only to believe in so don’t look at this part if you don’t want to, that my decisions don’t matter in the grand plan, but I want to feel satisfied by my flesh sometimes.

I want someone to look at me and say, “This guy is awesome! He’s a great role model!” But right now I’m more like, “That guy is very awkward don’t talk to him…” I don’t want to be that anymore.

I guess really I just needed to vent and you’re probably thinking, “Yeah dude, you’re totally the first person to feel like this 🙄” and if you do sorry. I just feel like everything’s gonna crash one day without me knowing it, and that it’s coming near. I’m scared of it, but am more sad at myself than the fear. I’m literally saying this to a bunch of random people who I don’t know expecting someone to care without troubling them.

If you made it this far without skipping through my son sorry here’s a gift. 🎁 My appreciation. Even if you can’t hear me typing it gets it off my chest but I more want to let other people who feel alone know they’re not. Nobody can be perfect here. Just give it your all. Still I wish I knew what to do. Some guidance….

Hades if you read this can you give me some advice or tell me if you’ve decided yet. You’re an open book so I can tell you’re a bit older than me. Or someone else would be good too I don’t want to be biased. Well thank you all. Hope I didn’t bore you with my self pity 😅

Been a while since I been on but it looks like they updated the pages for people. Guess I should introduce myself to bored people like myself lol. I’m one of the nerdiest pokemon nerds on this forum (probably) so if you have any questions and post here I’ll gladly give my best answer.

I don’t have a lot of spare time anymore due to school and stuff but I’m also a great person to talk too if you don’t mind my bragging there. Anyway I’m bored after 4 to 5 a lot then starting back at 7 to 9 I might check in to see if I got anything new.

This was a long introduction but if you bothered to read thank you for your time. Anyway, see ya on the forums. Peace ✌️

so far I’ve been in 8 battles on champions single and got to more than halfway rank on ultra class from pokeball. I think that’s the best I’ve ever done, but now I’m nervous that I’m gonna lose so imma get ultra class on doubles because my one team is the ace in the hole with my 2 favs. Wish me luck guys