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I decided that instead of drawing attention by making a whole post, I would do my updates here. And this is probably the most personal and open I'll be on the forums for a while so please try to keep an open mind. I'm human. We all are. And no one's perfect. So I don't want it to be where whenever you see my name you think of this post. I just want to talk about my most prized hobby. And sometimes, I don't feel good about things. And I just want to update you guys on my own well being. You guys are my friends. And even though I might come off rude, I don't h@te you guys. Its just a way I process coping and hurting. And ill stop this long intro and just get into it.
Let's see, where to start...
I fell into a spiral again 😮💨 it was a lot of things at once. I dont really like myself too much, and I think it's because I haven't found my true self. Ive talked a little about my gender identity, but I haven't shared that information with people irl. I tried coming out to two of my closest friends and they shut me down. Made fun of it. They were kinda homophobic and I dont think one of them is now, but still, it hurt.
I live in a ghetto area and being non-binary is just putting a big target on your back. And, I just told my friends I didn't remember or that I was confused, and I told them I was trying to keep it a secret, but they still told my friends that didn't know in front of me, and I have it all figured out but its like trying to hold a cup of water in your hands. It keeps spilling. And to make it worse, is ive had a crush on someone in my school and this someone is straight (i think) but i just can't let go and whenever I think about them, and I like them. I truly do. But I don't think its mutual, and ive told people i like someone else when the feelings are still not mutual, and my throat feels like play doh that's being gripped, and it feels like I'm the only one having this problem with being probably the only person in my school to be non binary, and i would be the first person in my whole bl00dline to be non-binary, and I think what would happen if i regret coming out, and I really want to know how people would react If I came out, but I don't know and I just want to sit in a corner and just talk to one of my friends.
Im sorry if that was a lot to process at once, I didn't delete anything from what I just said, and all of it was true.
Anyways, thank you for reading my venting. I dont mean to burden or anything but I just really needed to put it somewhere. Thank you for just being there for me and talking to me
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Hades0918Because I check random people's profiles. Whether it be to see if they updated, say something on it, or scroll through their flags, I check at random. I came on here to see if you updated, which you did.
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Hades0918
... This is offensive! (Kidding) Maybe they shouldn't be removed, but that's only if a proper system can be put in place that can prevent its abuse. However, that is highly unlikely to happen, so removal is the best choice. Plus, flags don't seem to actually do anything. You get two points taken away. That's it. They don't seem to lead to bans. If we keep reports, which are watched over by humans, then we can remove flags without worry. They are unnecessary and are being used incorrectly. Their removal won't hurt anything. In fact, things would be better.
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Candy0_o
What about when someone isn't being immature? What if someone is using slurs all nilly willy and we need to get the attention of mods?
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Hades0918
Use the report. As I said, real humans will watch that, leading to, only if necessary, bans. Flags don't get the same attention as reports.
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Thur55555555555
Yeah reports need to be taken more seriously by the mods (trust me they aren’t) and abuse/spam flags should be removed. The truth is the mods are bots and they don’t care about comments that get flagged/reported. And sure every once in a while they comment on someone post and it is relevant but that is just because their software recognized some key words and made a response.
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You received 100 LOLs. When you're liked this much, you'll be an MVP in no time!22 Dec -
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Hades0918
Peak cinema… I'm guessing you're going to the theaters. Or you plan to binge a show. I'm an uncultured swine. Please tell me!
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Hades0918
WAIT!!! Isn't that when the next Wicked comes out? I could be wrong, but I think that's this week.
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Candy0_o
Two things. One, I dont think that pasted is a word and if it is, you didnt use it right. Two, I told you to look it up
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Hades0918
One can hope
Meowscarada, Quaquaval, Ceruledge, Armarouge, Palafin, Belibolt (spelling may be wrong), Cyclizar, and maybe Houmdstone
However, I feel Gen 8 needs more than just Falinks
GIVE ME CINDERACE AND INTELEON!!!
Maybe Zarude? Some of us couldn't fly to Japan for a movie and it would be nice to get it plus a new gimmick.
Urshifu could have cool Megas for each style
Corviknight needs one
So does Toxtricity
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Hades0918
I didn't realize Rillaboom was so popular! It just doesn't interest me. Look, to make up for making it sad I have Cinderace use Pyro Ball on it. It'll never be sad again!
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fineasmatei
@Hades0918 my favorite color is green so I dont know if that makes me chose grass starters every time.
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Hades0918
I normally choose Fire types, but that's because I usually find the designs cool. Charizard, Blaziken, Infernape, Incinaroar, and Cinderace. However, I don't choose based on type and I don't look to see what the final evolution will be when there is a new game. In Sword and Violet, I just chose the cutest option, which was Scorbunny in Shield and Quaxly in Violet. If I had looked at what the final evolution was, I would have been split between Scorbunny still but also Sobble and I probably would have chose Sprigatito. I like Ququaval more but based on looks I think Meowscarada is cooler. I have fire starters I hate, like Emboar and Typhlosion, and Grass ones I love, Sceptile and both Decidueyes. I also love some Water types, both Samurouts, and as stated before, Inteleon and Quaquaval. I don't know why I said all this. There really wasn't a point. Sorry.
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