Hades0918 ✭✭✭✭✭

Stares at you with a "are you okay" face

Smiles weakly as I shake my head no (BTW, Nothing is painful is me saying nothing=painful, not that I can't feel pain)

Concerned, wants to chat with ya if ya need

Just stressed my love

HM hmmmmm

College is exhausting me and I don't want to do it. My brain literally feels dead. But I also need a good future. I Just feel myself collapsing as I try to force my way through it...

If you ever have the time or chance to…
just rest. Just don't do anything.
THAT INCLUDES COMING HERE MISTER >:3
Rest and don't think about anything, whenever you have the chance.
If you don't seem to have the chance…
Try whatever you can to make one.
Your mental health is just as important as grades. Scratch that, more important.

You say don't come here yet here and Fortelling are the only two places that bring me joy so why would I not come?

I know exactly how you feel I’ve felt the pressure the world crumbling on every thought expectation holding you hostage everyday you just feel like a corpse getting up knowing you just have to trudge through another day that thought of your whole life being put on a pedestal and you have to live up to that pedestal even if ripping you inside out

Yes exactly right, @clasingla. But my mom doesn't realize that she's put me on it. But at this point I have to live up to certain expectations and I genuinely don't want to. But now it's too late and there is no escape so I have to push through...

I’m sorry.. I want to say something… but I think this is all I can. And I sorta ageee with volts. You don’t have to stop, but if so much pressure is building up inside your brain, I’d say lay off from using it too much. I mean of course thinking is important but I think you know what I mean. The internet is great but our world is better. If stupid grades are getting in the way of mental health then let your mind relax, and tell school to frick off for a bit >:3 Hope this eases up for you soon.

I love that energy! But school is my problem not here. And the biggest issue is all my mid-terms are 9 days away and I'm scared I won't make it because I thought I was closer to done than I was and honestly I should have been but my brain is being slow because I can't focus on the info and it's not this place's fault but because my brain is overworked in general and just feels dead and I just wish school would go away but alas I'm stuck with it. But I can't go from this place. My visits here are what makes life manageable and less stressful

oh okey-dokey! We get more Hades-time then! >:3

Yikes.. I'm not in college, but I do somewhat understand where you're coming from. I also agree with what Voltareon and Morpekofreako said - it's ok to take a break. Remember that everything is temporary. Your midterms are in 9 days. So, with this in mind, take it one day, one hour, heck, even one minute, at a time. One saying I've always liked is that "the little things paint the big picture." College is NOT permanent. I'm not saying that to downgrade your situation - because I fully understand you. But look - 9 days, then you can calm down on the studying a bit. Remember, once that deadline is passed - it's over. You've made it this far. And, what have I seen from the short time I've known y'all? You are a very strong person Hades, and please, never forget that. Like I said a few lines ago, one moment at a time, and you'll get it done. Nobody can promise you life is gonna get better, but no one can promise it's gonna get worse either. I remember we talked a bit before, and I think we can both relate to each other a bit. And I can tell you right now, you're doing great.

🥹🥹🥹 That's not sarcastic that genuinely just warmed my heart. Thank you

Absolutely no problem bro. Btw good luck on your midterms🙂

Thank you!

Bring you joy? Maybe.
Sometimes your mental health comes before feeling joy!
SO SLEEP.
I hate to hear it myself but please listen.
SLEEP D:<<<

The maybe is wild because I'm being completely honest. This is the only escape I have to get just a bit of fresh air. Anyways, I'm fine. I literally do this every semester

I rlly want to give advice… but I suck at therapy. All I can say is… I hope you make it through.

You don't need to say anything! Honestly... I just feels good knowing you're there. I don't know. I feel so dumb sharing my life problems... But at the same time when I do, and someone supports me, even just one person, I feel like I can breathe a bit better. But I also don't want people to be worried or concerned about me so I feel guilty that I told them. It's very conflicting. Long story short, I appreciate that and you don't need to say anything

#RelatableBro

?
What do you mean?

Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface

Um…
Are you singing?

Don't know what you're expecting of me

I think… it’s either a poem or a song, @Voltareon2012

That he is coming up with. Fun fun!

(I guess I'll say… Numb by Linkin Park) Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

ohhhh

Just caught in the under tow just caught in the under tow

mph, mph! (Just adding some background music! I’m not saying miles per hour btw lol)

And every step that I make is another mistake to you (nice beat my dude!)

chk-a-plow

I'VE BECOME SO NUUUUUMB I can't feel you there

Se-se-se-se

BECOME SO IN TOUCH So much more aware

Se-se-sev- chk-a-plow

I'M BECOMING THIS All I wanted to do

IS BE MORE LIKE MEH AND BE LESS LIKE YOUUUUU (late but I put all my heart in this)

It's Linkin Park. There is no late!

#Agreed.....

... the fact that ur still awake is crazy..

But yes I agree..

I agree with @PokeMom244 too

Y'all are supposed to be sleeping but ok..

@sir_uledge Not meh ! I'm crime + french so NO RULES FOR MEH

☄️

I do not.

I do not know if I need to.

Later!! :D

Cassanari* Mispelled it oops

I believe so !

it sounds like a ship between canari and someone else… hmmm… now I’m intrigued

I have absolutely not idea what Cassanari is… what show is it from?

@Morpekofreako got it lol. @RitattakDiva can tell you who! If she can put it together…

Wait Canari from PLZA? Or a different Canari?

PLZA, yes

Soo.. Canari and who?

Whose name in PLZA has a double 's'?
…
…
…I literally got nothing.
I'm exploiting that Ritz knows and asking her

how so?

No one is here with me... PM is at a soccer game. Ritz is online but doesn't seem to be doing much (most likely parent related as of why), Mion is playing ZA and talking to 5 different people (I was making it 6 but when I found out I told her I'll just let her go and come back in an hour). My parents are in bed. I can't tell what D is doing right now (I assume typing up something). And any other person I can think of is offline. Dramatically sighs as I fall to my knees, placing the back of my hand on my forehead

I’m not. D is pondering the mysteries of the universe in the thread about walls and privateness.

Yes, I just saw. I was wondering why your pic wasn't in the active section

Were the only ones actually online.

For a bit it was just you because mom needed me

@Hades0918 I AM HERE !! all might pic

MHA REFERENCE LETS GOO

ALL MIGHT!!!

YAAAYY

Hey there, muchacho! Yup, much pondering, remembering and grumbling on my part today. I apologize. I'm in a weird mood. Hmmmmmm..... I know! 😃 Chocolate will help!!!!

Actually, chocolate is gonna have to wait because soon I'll be making pasta! 😋. Oh and I also made some more "nectar" for the hummingbirds' feeder.

Chocolate ?!? Pasta ?!? All PEAK food I'm jealous rn

Don't be sorry, D! We can't control how we feel! Anything on your mind,

Just life.… but I'll be fine 🙂

this description describes school perfectly

It rlly does.

This is so real..

Oh come on there are positives to school too…
Provided its not homeschool you can meet people!
And if you pay attention (are you doing that? >:3) teachers have some pretty cool stuff to say!!!
Now what that describes is HOMEWORK.
Screw you, daily geometry homework…

I hate geometry..

I actually kind of love school. And @sir_uledge what are you learning about in Geometry right now? It’s actually one of the easiest math classes there is, says my teachers.

I hate Geometry too! I love Algebra, though. I miss Algebra… I love to learn but I hate school

Well I'm in Algebra rn because in my school it's taught in 9th instead of 8th fsr (Algebra's kinda easy tho I wouldn't mind moving on but oh well) but there's a lot of geometry involved and it's just kinda time-consuming..

I just don't like having lots of geometry homework

You do know that Algebra 1 is always supposed to be ninth grade? Pre-Algebra is eighth.

I knew this world already (in french it's the same hehe) I feel so smart rn

Well hecks yeah! And that's because you are smart my love! (Noted!)

I WILL USE THIS WORD

on my roommate's homework next time he gets mad at me for living my life >:3
not really I hope he never finds this and somehow finds out its me XD

Lol! Good luck with that, @Voltareon2012 !

I can honestly say I have never done that. I have never defenestration from a house. (I used that wrong I think)

I haven't either!

Can I defenestrate anyone who says Dragonball is better than Pokemon?

Go for it!

I love yeeting people through windows! In fact, i defenestrate peeps every day! 😮

@Morpekofreako, gaspuh

Prepare for trouble....

THAT'S MY LINE!!! I'll steal yours then! AND MAKE IT DOUBLE!!!

YYYAAYYY

IT'S US!!!

"Now I see why they like saying all that dumb stuff, its fun!"

with what..?

Everything you've got!

blast you with a blast of dark energy

I smirk, expecting to tank it like a cool guy, but I underestimated your power and get sent flying back

Rams bus into house at 95 MPH and yes I did that on some bus simulator

BITE ME!

I WASN'T EVEN IN MY HOUSE WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!? And Volts I have a friend that'll happily do that for you...

smacks you with a leek

It just so happens to land in my mouth and I EAT IT!!! I EAT THE RIBS!!! Whoa, getting off topic lol

slightly punches ur arm. WAY TO LIGHTLY…

Gets job at bus line company🙃 Take that as you wish

boards second bus

…

anyway, that’s why my project is this SICK AS HECK RAIL GUN! explodes classroom

WHA!!!

:3

you see a bus running around your neighborhood not-so-silently searching your city to find something to ram into

Watches in horror

You told me to hit you with EVERYTHING. That is a challenge, not a statement. continues to drive bus

I respect and admire you for this

Why thank you! uncontrollable bus cravings take over and the magic school bus has found @Hades0918

I LOVE THE MAGIC SCHOOL BUS!!! Starts singing theme song

Oh btw I saw Queen Vapor is under attack so I turned the bus around😉

You're awesome my friend!

The bus rammed into just about everyone mentioned in the confidential Shellos leaks🙃

You're gonna go make Vapor go broke with the amount of raises she is giving you…

And I can use the raises to buy more buses to crash🙂 and use the spare funds to repair the demolished buses

That's smart actually…

Hits you

OUCH!!! I remember that episode... If only Bellsprout really worked that way

@Morpekofreako got the reference!
BITE ME!
Okee ; D

Awwww my bro I relate to that sm 😭

Most important of all, don't force yourself to do anything ! Nobody will get angry if you take a break (I think, Im new here lol), a little rest maybe and all shall be okay !

And if you want, I can distract you !

🥹🥹🥹 Why my wall didn't tell me this here!? UGH!!! I appreciate that! Nah, i've been doing a lot of procrastinating here... But coming out of a negative mind space is the hardest part of life. BUT I'M SURVIVING SO I CAN DO IT!!!

YOU ARE THE VERY BEST ! IM SURE YOU CAN WITHOUT ANY DOUBT!

This. This is why I love you lol

I needed to fix it

#grammar police (jk I'm the same way so I feel you)

In Unite, you chat or say (I don't VC) words in non-English and either they warn you with the generic "inappropriate content" or you get chat banned. I've heard of VC users getting 100-year banned from their accounts (locked out completely) for non-English but perfection ok words. Horrible isn't it, especially considering English itself has words made up of various languages, not to mention the Spainglish so many speak in over here, right muchacho?

Oops typo: "perfectly" not perfection

Very true

I dunno, are you the one tagging or the one speaking, if speaking I thought you aren’t Mexican, Why would you speak it? It’s like wierd , so I understand why-ish. Also do you mean flagging

Ah, yes I do. Flagging not tag. Someone came in speaking Spanish and I used Google translate to chat with them. They're learning English! But their translator wasn't working well but that's fine. I don't mind jumping between tabs

are you Spanish? Quick question. Even if not I still don’t understand tagging.

I didn't mean to put tagging. It was an accident. But no, I'm not. I'm doing it so they don't have to use a translator. They shouldn't be required to

Funny, to survive here or get a job, even if you were not born in Spain or Mexico, you still need to know Spanish. So yeah, I'm saying it doesn't matter what your skin color, birthplace, or heritage is.... If you learn a language (at any age) then by all means speak it if you want. Just be courteous to others who don't speak whatever languages you're communicating in and don't use it as a way to talk smack behind their backs while in front of their faces. (Yeah touchy subject. Very offensive to me due my past.)

The Shellos people are always here.

Much appreciated! Salute

ha the only enemy you need is a certain flareon who will make sure your fall is decisive

Her nemesis will meet their demise some day...

same with me

Wanna switch?

yeah definitely